I hate this feeling of being cluttered. Like everything is on the edge... that is why I like a low profiled life.
It happens when you are attached to someone, because no one will hit on you.
It happens when you have a fixed group of friends that you can count on...
I guess in some way, your life becomes stagnant and kind of unexciting. But you gain security. It's one of life's many trade offs.
Now that I am single... guy life has become complicated. And somehow I have lost that self-control.
Friends? It has its ups and downs... I am not quite sure what to think.
But overall... right now... I am feeling cluttered. I don't need this.. I want to enjoy my last semester here.... Leave a nice legacy of my name!
oh well. Let's just.... surf the waves.
On another note. Double chin is making a comeback. Time to cut back and elliptical my lazy fukin ass.
On YET another note. I need to build my confidence. No more refuting compliments. And to stop, please to stop, caring what people think.
Oh, my face is ground zero for acne due to my insane week.
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