Monday, October 4, 2010

4 Letter Word

Yes. I think I do.

I think i Love him.

And this time, I want to stop protecting myself... I want to let myself go.. shed my walls for this amazing romantic man who makes me grow... and learn... who loves me, who accepts me, who needs me and wants my attention... who craves me... who cuddles me and talks to me... who i can sit on the couch and chat with... laugh... have childish stupid moments... who makes me feel so loved...who for the first time... feel I can trust fully... be it talking, girls, other women... and just his love for me...

I am his first woman and he says I am his everything...

I love this man... this handsome, tall amazing man. He is the type of man I want. Quiet, strong, assuring, a bit clingy and childish, and (learning) to man up and take care of me. He puts in effort to surprise me and make me happy, emails me for no reason, and is not too lazy to call.

He puts me first...

I need to appreciate it and be grateful. I need to cherish him.

And I will. I am going to let myself fall very hard, right into him. I want to go the distance with him.

I hope to be with him... forever and always. It's beautiful.