Hmm..

My Question is...

"How do you pick up where you left off?"

有-没有？

有时不珍惜
没有时想要

得不到时我们就很尽心去夺
得到时我们又开始嫌要新鲜

对面的总比眼前的好
如何才能控制个人心？

虽说知道不应该
我又开始好奇了
我很想知道他心
对我是否有意思

是喜欢，是无聊， 还是好胜？

啊。。。 要适可而止阿。
明知故犯 的家伙
当得了好朋友就算了吧

晚安

Back To Roots

It has been 2 months now since I last typed my last journal entry.

It's amazing how things change in such a short time... is this teenage years? College years? I'll tell you something, I cherish these days now.

After working, I decided life is so... monotonous when you work. I wonder, how will you have friends when you work? How will you find time to walk around and exercise? If I move to a new place where I don't really know anyone, how will I ever find friends? How do I make friends then?
I don't want to work. I like college life. I love the freedom. I love just dealing with homework. Papers. Exams. Getting long holidays. Scheduling your classes and having free time sometimes, up to your eyeballs with tasks the next.
It's senior year... I am just learning to embrace how wonderful it all is. Better late than never, I say. Where do I go from here?
I wish, I hope this year is a great one. Where I learn a lot about what I want and WHO I AM. It's funny we spend decades in our bodies and minds but we don't actually know who we are and we spend our lives searching and wondering and trying to accept. It's weird. It's like.. separate entities in one being.

Life keeps throwing curveballs.

The older you get, the more worries you have.

The older you get, the less real people get.

The older you get, the less you can show about yourself.

The older you get, the more diplomatic you have to learn to be. '

How much do we do out of obligation and necessity, and how much do we do just. because. we. WANT. TO?! When can we ever after we stop being kids?